sorry.long long time din upgrade my blog...i'm back

lately,i meet a person-M.M just like a part of my life..beginning,i like M style so much.the way talk to me,treat me n somemore..

i realize that M change and i change too...so i think is the time to make me refresh my mind n change back to last time me...

in front of M,i always keep the best..i wont show the bad ways....maybe i so care about M..everything M told me,i ll always remind my self to be better n better...n i hope i can do it...

i got manything to tell M...i hope M always wif me ....i appreciate...but life not fair to ME...u r the 1 person change me...I L U..

25-27/09/2009

i went to genting wif all my friends,shirley,may,li ni,,ping,and me.

In these few days,i really learnt many thing in my life style not only for me,i trust all my friend are the same..

I'm know what i'm doing is worth to me not for others,so all my friends,we must keep our promise to achieve our target,don giv up n disappointed to our ,yue hua sister...she really help us a lot...still n forever..

in the ball room

After the entertaiment,we go back our room n took some picture and share what we learnt from there...

li ni,may,shirley,ping,me and summer


pig mouth...>_< may look like model worr..

me and summer

walao,why my face so big arr...


me...hahahx

me more fat lol...hahx

that 2 days,i help all my friends make up to attend the show,quite nice

and our May help us to set up our hair,,bcoz she is hair stylist..thank you,,May.

脸部刮痧

功效 ：加强脸部血液循环 现有优惠：赠送MRS护理
消除浮肿排除毒素,
改善粗糙灰黯皮肤,
紧肤,
瘦脸,
减少雀斑,
眼袋和皱纹,
缓解头痛,
偏头痛。

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31/8

yesterday is independence day also is my bid family day...>_<>

except me n my oldest cousin sister.

both of us reach there at evening...

they eat full n go the small garden do some exercise there..

here some pic to tell the story..

my brother looking at the basketball who pass to him n get ready to,,,,,

all my cousin play basket ball together..walao...they din feel tired . and keep running n running especially all the younger 1...

we so geng lo...play the basketball until.......see the play....no air inside...

no more basketball to play..then we change to others....hehex..

my cousin sis swing them...naughty cousin...

'chiang chiang'....all my aunt n incle doing qi gong...1 of my uncle come back from US teach then in qi gong....walao..they look so serious...

happy hour to take our pic....my sis n cousin sis...oh no...wat they do ?????


cousin bro,me n cousin sis...

smiles....

sweety....

wah...she look so happy.....

my youngest cousin sister...in my family...

i love my big family.....forever..^_^

loss

last night i din sleep at all....
i keep to wake up n cant fall sleep at all
then today i teach tuition from morning until evening
but lucky is i'm not feel tired...

1st thanx to all my student....make me no sleepy...

n they talk some very funny n interesting topics to chat wif me...

thanx u all

park

juz now bcoz of jim down mood..then we go desa park city to have a walk there....
we walk n chatting around the lake....the veiw very nice...until 12.30am..
i saw him very moody,my feeling bad also
n i realize tat he so thin,it make me very hurt...
then we go de pastry cafe to hav a tea....

he keep haizzz on the way..but no use for me ...
u stil hav solve ur problem as fast as possible
he long time dint tell me abt 'xin shi'...
he like to keep everyhting in his heart.....

during tat,he told me something tat make me very angry wif him.....
tis time,i really angry wif u,,although i din tell u,,but in my heart,,,of couse n sure...

pls don like tat to me again...

but don know.i cant sleep at all.n all the thing around in my mind all the midnight ....
i felt tat i can forgive u when u did wrong thing to me...
last time can n even now...
act i also got many thing to tell u but i saw u deep moody so i better keep 1st...
n i wanna to tell u is i din angry u anymore...
the night i ll never forget in my mind..

Pray

my grandma pass away ald 1 week....

yesterday,all my family member come to my house pray for her...

all my cousin met together...chat

still remember i chat wif my cousin brother until midnight 5 am...

sorry

i absent my meeting last night,bcoz i'm felt too tired..i msg her n tell her i ll be absent,she didnt reply me at all,maybe she angry wif me why i'm always like that..

but i really do promise in my heart,i ll attend all the meeting at least nothing going on.i really scare that you ll lift me alone n dont wan to teach me be achieve anymore...this i really very scare...

since together wif you,i learn a lot of thing,you teach me too many.if i wanna to ask you,you sure ll answer me.tat why i like your character so much....i hope that you wont lift me alone ....

i ll attend all the meeting.....i really promise.i wanna be different...i dont wan be last time....i don wan the same...

this morning,i feel Very tired on me...even now...so missed my meeting wif them...the reason is i'm too tired...now is different ..tired until don wan to talk wif others...

i feel no energy in my body,even i wish tat i don wan to walk around..haiz......manything stil haven complete yet....tired make me moody...

no more energy

time pass very fast now..sometimes i realize that i not enough of time to arrange my time table.....

last sunday, i went my beauty course as normal...my trainner-cherry....she is very take care of us...especially is me...everytime i doing practise...she ll look at me n notice any mistake i do n miss any step...

since last week,she knew i'm not start my CAT course,,,she keep asking me whether i interesting to follow her work there...my admire (yh),she ask me don promise her 1 st...so i juz follow wat she told me...

last sunday,,i finished my course at 5.30pm...we all together chat a while after class..then it happened to me again...cherry start to ask me again..i juz explain..i need to teach tuition n got my englisg language course...she answer me ...except these day stil got 3 to 4 days i can work ther wif her..

i know wat she mean....but i no choice..let say...if 1 day coming soon..yh -my admire..tell me i can work there..i ll tell cherry too as fast as possible...but i hope i can learn any thing step n others...so i can do OJT...so i can start to earn my extra money...

every sunday,i ll be very tired after my beauty...lately very busy n very happy too together wif all of u...2 more week,,i need to study nutrition after my beauty...haha...so excited..i know i ll be more tired...but i knoe that i ll be more happy too...

birthday...

last night i went to cheras again..all my frenz come out yum cha wif me..

i was so surprise that my sis follow me too...usually she wont follow me go there...sotime eventhough i ask her go wif me....i asking she ahy follow me ...but she juz say that she wan go lo...tats all....ending....

we chatting...then...1 of my frenz is missing...around us...then he suddenly take a cake beside me start to sing happy birthday song to me...i was so surprise....then i ask who decide...is my admire...thanx you a lot.....you really is my admire in my heart...

then i make a wish.n cut the cake....my favourite cake...oreo chocalate.....ADMIRE..thank you so much......do many thing for me.....defore until now stil the same..

smile until cant stop...then laugh too..they talk some .....very funny wish to me..especially the guy stand behind me..

when my sis take her camera to take picture...then i juz realize that...she gabung wif them..to giv me surprise...however thanx all of u....

met him today...

today i met jim ..he told me the saving plan...finally i decided .....

i trust him so much...so i got it....

i remind my best frenz told me ....last time...i cant get it..but i failed..

the end is i trust him...but no 1 ll be the next....

i don know the action is it true...i juz can say that he wont 'bad' me...since we 11 years of friendship..

someppl read this ll think i'm so stupid ... i wont care wat ppl talking abt....

in my heart ...juz trust him like last time....

i realize tat we r different...become mature..not like last time us...we care each other like last time...talk watever topics we like..

i need to keep this secret in my heart...n cant let ppl know it.....bcoz i trust u...

i support u forever n ever

Yesterday

yesterday i went to cheras-leisure mall to watch movie wif all my frenz.i went out at 7.30pm.bcoz i tot i can reach there within 45mins unfortunely traffic jam...haiz...now a day,i drive until very sienz le...everyday i go chears or kajang,,i MuST in TROUBLE...

i reached there 8.30...all my fenz (14ppl)having dinner at WONG KOK....1 of my frenz (is quite new frenz)ask me where am live...then i answer kepong lol...she look like so shock le...she said WALAO..stay kepong also want come here to watch movie wif us???sure i answered....all my frenz called me ..i no idea to reject lo.....haha...so she keep remind me must be careful when driving...

our movie start at 9pm...n finished arround 11.30pm...the movie is quite long...a part of it i fall in sleep...this movie is boring me...HARRY POTTER....

i reached home at 12.30am.....then very sleepy....

time

in this week,i felt very tired,becoz not enough of sleep,mantthing i need to do my self.no 1 to help me.i having a class on sunday from 11am to 5 pm.so early morning,i wanna to drive myself to kajang attend my class including today.

when i woke up,i juz blur blur wat i doing,took my breakfast,clothes n .....after that,i go out.driving alone ll be very bored.but luckily i like to listen FM...thank you so much...haha>_<

today i learnt body massage,so enjoyable n relaxing.act when the sunday coming soon,i ll be very happy n excited bcoz i learnt tat thing i like n become model,let my partner help me to massage during the class.

today is my second class,after class,i felt Very tired so when i coming back home n drive alone,i felt sleepy...today no treffic jam so arround 30 mins i reached home.then sleep away..so i really cant imagine....

lately.i always meet my frenz those who r stay at kajang n cheras,so can u imagine i almost go there everyday...sometime i yhink i shift there will be better....the coming wednesday.i need wanna to watch movie wif ALL my FRENz,so i no choice...wan to go there too....HAIZzz.i hope that day don hav any traffic jam...

thursday i went to kajang to help my frens do facial,then friday attend a class wif my frenz,then saturday attend a metting wif them too.then today.i mean sunday we attend our class,,,so u can know we everday also can meet each other..but they lucky than me..no need drive to far,,,but except me...haha...

i cant control myself

a wonderful day

last sunday,i woke up 8 am,then prepare evrything,i went to kajang for my class,less cars on the road,i took almost 30 mins to reach there,i'm the 1 st reached so cherry ask me prepare cotton to be wet and separate it,haha.

then i'm become the model ,i juz changed my short,n get 2 big towel.First time,i sure will be shine,malu-malu,my whole body let my frenz see ald,except the private part bcoz i got wear underwear n bra leh....

then i juz lying on the bed.Lesson for today is body massage,so my frenz help me to massage my legs, i feel so 'GELI".the whole lasson is almost 2 hours.then we take lunch .I'm so full until cant drink water.haiz...

After that,my frenz to be my model back.haha.is the time for me to help her massage oh...wakaka.starting,i cant catch the cherry(tutor) teach me abt.then i try my best n get it,act is quiet happy.maybe is so relax n comfortable,my frenz slept at there.haha.

at 5.30pm.we finished my class.we keep all the things.so we go back.

my uncle call me to go balakong jusco to sing K (greenbox)wif my cousin sister,i was so surprising,oh..is her birthday so i went there too.i went there 1 st time,luckily i didnt take the wrong ways to go.

we start to sing from 7pm until 11.30pm.act i'm so tired but i also wan be happy n enjoy myself..haha

i went home arround 12am.i'm alone

this morning

this morning,i went to interview be tutor at kepong baru-near kepong market,fortunately,i get this job,the salary is quiet high n the 'head' at there is very close,this job is very easy for me,juz teaching on friday,once a week,juz 2 hours.

it make me recall last 5 month,i and my fren teach at kepong metro prima there,the salary is VERY low,n waste my petrol too.haiz..

somefrenz asked me.why i wan to work now?why dont you concentrated on my study?my answer is my study time at evening so no disturb my study time.why not?i can earn more money to buy wat i like.why not?i can save more money in my bank.haha.bcoz i wan be rich earlier mah....haha.i juz joking.

these few days,my frenz called me to work back at pavillion,then i reject,the problem is too far.1 of my fren,SHino,she asked me again.haizz,it make me difficult lol.cham lol.

last saturday,i went to pavillion to had a dinner wif SHINO,she perm her hair,more younger n nicer,me?i also straight my hair.now become longer.haha.shino told me i can become a ghost bcoz of the long hair.haha.funnny.

she told me many thing abt him.i realize many things can happening.some time we avoid but we cant do it.juz like my feeling,this few day i'm in a damn mood.don know who to describe.haiz.totally haizz.

but anyway,tonight i need to drive to kajang again,the way at there i almost know,maybe i ll shift there.haha.tomorrow start my beauty course so later go there juz know some information.bye.

boring n busy

My coming soon life

last sunday, i went to my beauty salon that i ll study there.i ll start my beauty course this coming sunday..time is 11am to 5pm.the time is not too long..the problem is i need to drive to kajang every sunday...but anywhere i enjoy my self..

when i reached there,there not yet pick-up everything,mean ING,so before we start the class,we need to come there once again..in this coming saturday,so i wan to drive there again..some time ll feel very tired on the way,juz bcoz i drive alone.we need to spend RM1000 to buy accessories like beauty towel,cotton,cotton bud,uniform,brushes,and the most important materials is included cleanser,toner and moisturizer.and we need to buy some thing that we needed..

when we be there discuss the way for payment,some of them worry about the fees to pay,at that time i feel that i'm very lucky bcoz no need to worry abt the money,at the same time,it remind me i should be thankful...my parents n the GOD..

sometime,i always telling my parents what i wanna to buy,all the time,i ll get it,but i think they MUst like that bcoz i'm daughter,after that moment,i really realize that that i should the thankful to them.

after my beauty course,i also learn make-up,actually,i like make-up so much,n i ll learn nail like 3D nail..so excited..

my friend n who read my blog,pls add some comment to me...to encourage me ...thank you

Walao...sO damn tOdAy

walao...i went to my english class today..don know what was happened ...full parking at all...i

need to park far from my class...n need to walk some distance....

tis is ok to me lo...i tot maybe i temperate..then reach my class n hav a at..i felt so HOT le

like no air-cond...

the BAD things is we got speaking n pronounce today...i not yet prepare well ...sir ald called me

out...SHIT....my result is not too good...made me feel paiseh lol....

haizz totally...so unlucky...now the mood also quite DOWN...HAIZZZ

kementerian perpaduan

today,i fetched my sis went to lkementerian perpaduan at bangunan sultan abdul samad,jalan raja there...

wah..inside there is very wonderful..all the buildongs there is beautiful...i really cant imagine..

first,i wanna to thanx my sis bcoz if she not doing tis buildings history project,,i think i wont be there n get what i saw..haha>_<

let show some photo that i took there...all the drawing is excellent..like the real 1..

after that,,we went china town to some something,,,WAh.when i reached there i almost get almost get crazy lol..becoz..there got promotion ..it is all spho promotion..i bought some thing from there..then we go back...

Transformers

yesterday...

my sis,jing wen n me went watch transfomers...

this movie quite nice..n too long for me .ist is almost 2 hours n 30 mins..

after that..we went for our dinner...

Memories

JEALOUS....

jealous

i saw all photo at XX friendster album...my feeling 'beh shong'

if i wan to gat it....5 years ago..then u wont get it as what u get all now

i REGRET .......

i hit myself why make the decision like that....

but anywhere...u r cheap......

u all like...i don WANT.....

i give u all

CCHHEEAAP

CHEAP

i wan straighten my hair......since i wan curl my hair,it make me look mature ,so sometime i feel

regret to make my hair curl like now.WHO CAN HELP ME?i also wanna to cut my hair to change

other hair style so i can make me fresh from time to time...But 1 thing i worry is i not really trust

all the hair stylist in all salon MALAYSIA.since i born until now,i think not more than 5 hair

stylist that i really trust them and confidence.so i need to hear all people give me some

comment .im here waiting you all lo....>_<

my new eye shadow.... i love it..

At 1 week,i bought 3 eye shadow.wahaha.all these color is my favourite.i love it.all eye feature make-up come with pan compact with applicators.

besides that these eye colour not the pasar malam brand...i hit pasar malam brand.i feel that when u using the 'cheap' brand sure got skin sensitive problem and the most i worry is not safety..later whole face destroy....no 1 can help you...so i wont buy them and even try them.

my eye colours including light colour,mid colour and deep colour.i can make up deep colour for dinner and light colour i love the most..go anywhere also can use it.all eye colour come with pan compact and applicators.so no need to waste money to bought other.^_^

i LOve you all

quite mature colours but anywhere i like it...

i love it..this called INSIGHT.all colours are bone,fresh moss sable and sandstone.

i love blue colour too.when i see this blue colour i already sure i Want to buy it....

i wan to buy others colour next time....

D3LAY..

国民服务，我要到砂劳越去哦，还蛮近的。哈哈。我现在不用去了，我延迟了。

通知书

我收到信时读不知道要伤心还是要开心，去到酱远，说真的有点担心。我报读美容班，拿到了证明，就凭着去延迟。我的美容学费RM7200++哦。希望读完之后，可以在美容行业属于自己的美容院。haha。但愿如此。

Approve let

我还要去到JALAN TUN RAZAK 的Menara TH Selborn 哪里办手续，还算很快。不到十分钟就好咯。之后，我拿到一张证明我不用出席的信。

上面又强调我不用出席

不见了

上星期，我的堂妹从‘焦来’来我家玩，那天晚上我们去喝茶聊天，之后就到‘加油站’载妹妹和她朋友回家，有驾照都蛮惨的叻，每时每刻都会被别人叫你载去这去那。回到家，还聊了几小时才睡觉，哈哈，我发现我越来越迟睡觉，有时候还蛮担心我会变‘国宝’。呵呵。

昨天早上，我十一点多才起床，哈哈，我的早餐度快要变成午餐来，千万别学我哦，这是不好的习惯。就在出门前，我都会到‘它们’—（身份证和驾照），我一直找都不见，我就不管三七二十一，还是医好我都肚子再说吧。我也越来越爱吃，我真不担心变大肥婆哦。哈哈。


吃饱了之后，我就到甲洞的警察局报告，haizz，等到。。。我就来快发疯了。一等。二等。还是要等。就是个等字。哈哈。算了吧。等还不用紧，那里的警察都不像在做工，他们度在聊天，有些还一边做report一边聊叻，我觉得还蛮过分。我还看到有一位拿着香烟。haiz。算吧。他们度是酱的。还有更精彩。有一位还问我为什么不学tae kwon do。不过帮我写report的那位女警察没怎样为难我。真是谢天谢地，哈哈。

report-balai polis kepong

报告出来后，就去做IC,到了那，只见到很多人，haizzzzzzz，也没办法，还是要等。幸亏，我在报案时是被人RAGUT 要不然我还要给一百块，吓死我。不然我真的心痛到不会讲。。当天还是不能做回我的license，马来西亚的政府部门办事还是那样。只好等到明天再去，，，，真麻烦。

resit

中午去 petaling jaya 的 JPJ 做回 license ，幸亏那边的工作效率还算快，虽然看号码相似要等好久，不过会儿就‘gao dim’了。呵呵。我想如果全部的部门酱就好咯。但是要给20块，真好赚。

1522

拿回了

go jogGing---EvenInG

hey..i went jogging this evening...so long time didn't do exercise jor..become fatter n fatter..haha

Start do exercise today.i think i ll be 'die'.eveytime i finish do my exercise,i ll sleep whole day le.hahaaaaaa.don know after this,how long i need to take my rest le..????who know...????

besides jogging this evening.i also become kid back.i played kite le.....so time didnt play it.i not really know how to control the kite especially it going up and up at the sky...i really very scvare that the kite ll go on...then i need to spend more money to buy another kite again.Luckily,my dad is the 'superman' to control the kite le...so shuang..

Exercise is to keep fit,rite?when we going back home,we saw a ice-cream trolley to selling the ice-cream,then we go n bought it...hahaha...where got keep fit or reduce weight..it is increase my weight le...GOD..help me.

sing K at Brem Mall.

my sis n her fren

drinks

monday.i went sing K with my sis,n my friends.i long time didnt go sing K ....so very excited

today.actually i need to go kepong fetch my friend.but unluckily i slept over this morning. when i wake up ald 10.30am..i need to meet my friend at 11am le.damn.shit.so i faster 'gao dim'...arround 20 minutes i went out lo.

when i reach kepong i feel that my stomach "grugrul' tat mean hungry.SO called my friend to wait me a while..i wanna ti eat first le..su hungry until wan pengsan le..

finally,we reach Brem Mall..tis is tha 1 st i visited here...Brem Mall.i feel tat this shopping complex is quite small..

we went to sing K around 4 hours...after that..i went home...when i reach home..i felt very tired....i slept so early that day..around 10pm..normally.1 am is my sleep time..so can u imagine le how tired am i???but very happy today..

Most:excited